dear mr & mrs bloggie….
I used to think 365 was too big a number to make up a year. I once wished I was 21 every other birthday. I prayed to meet and marry THE ONE before I hit the big-3O. Maybe pure ignorance has damaged my ability to draw logical inferences? Come on, get married?
My approach has now changed. Wiser I am not but I do anticipate growing old, with or without someone, it’s anyone’s prayers. I know fate has chosen a path for me and now I am absolutely ready to embrace life’s challenges. In time, I’ll be accepting even.
Having said that, looking back at 2008, I have to say, I was glad it came and it went. That which does not kill us makes us stronger. I survived through it all and look here, 2009 had invited me with open arms, or so I’d like to think.
An elaboration will not serve me much justice at this point because my blog is, in a way, living proof of my life events.
Therefore this year I’ve decided to stick to fasyalba.wordpress. And continue penning on this blog instead of creating a new account. Aha, of course, partly because being a computer idiot that I am, I can be nothing but.
Back, owning a perfect life doesn’t come close to the mark but the significant people that have come to reside in this small heart of mine are comfortably there still. I’d like to think that they’re my bed of roses. Indeed indeed.
I learn that friends can easily be forgotten but the forgotten can be easily rekindled. The ones that deserve to stay, stay and the ones that don’t, well don’t. I’ve invested too much time dwelling so to ungrateful beings, shame on you. My sincerity down to naught I dare to say. Quietly leave to the nearest exit, you. Your presence is no more needed.
Let’s see you put your money where your mouth is. To say…
Dear mr and mrs bloggie…
I never believe in resolutions but seeing that I sincerely wish for a new beginning, I suppose sharing some here would motivate me, if not a lot, at least a tad.
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Ah bugger, thinking of a new resolution list is like asking for the sky. I can’t think of one. Never could.
But I do know that I have found happiness. That is what matters most. Sod resolutions. Si?
Family and surprise surprise… Mr Sailorman himself. He sure rendered me speechless, without fail. This shall be our year my love. Have faith in me.
Ah, perhaps before I end this entry, allow me to show you a passage written in someone’s new blog. Touched me, truly, parse that to a syllable.
“Here it goes. the first time i met her. i was like wow… finally get to meet her… talk to her sat beside her…
im serious bout this ok no kidding. and i didnt think dis ghurl whom i used to dote on at school would eventually agree to go out with me. And she even sneaked out of the house at 5 am was it? But whatever it is you know what folks? She had other plans in mind. She just wanted to……………”
My new resolution is be thankful for everything. Count my blessings everyday. Let it be tenfold. So at least the one concerned knows that the effort is greatly appreciated.
ILY Ferdie. I just do not know how to show you. Lead me.
cinta
fasyalba
